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Wednesday, March 31
I am so bored!!! Didn't go to school today. =P Because I was too busy sleeping. Woke up at ten with a stupid nightmare. But I can't remember what I dreamt about. Short term memory loss. Hehe.
Went to church yesterday (for the third time I am saying) I went there half an hour late but luckily didn't kena marah. There was this guy, quite cute who wore a super gay shirt. He's the guy in charge of the whole play. So anyway, his shirt said "im not 40, I'm 18 plus 22 years experience" and it was too tight for him. He supposedly borrowed that shirt from Jason. But anyway, he was fortunate enough to have a wonderful body. Waaahhh!!! His muscles damn kau chun! I finally see a guy with real abs. And his arms (wtv the muscle there is called) also damn chun! It's not like big until ugly, it's just nice. But I think he's probably 20 something thirty so don't hope. He's really funny, I was laughing so hard during the practice, my jaws hurt and after that, I developed a headache. It was really fun! I do not regret joining it at all. Made a few new friends but don't know their names.
Jason went there too, but later like fifteen minutes before the time we were supposed to go home. He went there in his school uniform! Haha! He looked so schoolboyish. I think he's quite infamous in his school to his teachers. He had gelled hair which was sooo hot! And he didn't even wear proper school shoes. Just some white shoes which were not meant for school. He even wore that stupid black string thing around his wrist. He brought handphone. Not his N-gage though. He also has an interact name tag which instead of saying his name, read 'Baby Blue'. Don't ask why I don't know. Anyway, the moment he entered the hall, I couldn't get my eyes off him. He was doing stuff with his handphone when he suddenly looked up and saw me staring. So embarrassing but instead of looking away, I smiled at him and he smiled back. His teeth are horrible but his smile is beautiful.
Anyway, when we went downstairs, the guy in the gay shirt turned around and asked me 'does this shirt look gay to you?" I started laughing and said "no comment" I thought that would be more polite than saying "DUH!!!!" in his face. And after that, he and Jason had a 'fight'. Honestly, I've seen catfights which were more violent than that. They are super damn LAME! After that, he almost took off his shirt but pity he didn't. That's how I got to see his abs. Hehe, and his underwear too. Jason also got abs but not as nice as the other guy's. That guy is really fit, he could pull his legs up while holding on to a grille. His legs were super straight. Jason wanted to show off so he said "I also can" so he too, held the grille and tried to bring his legs up. TRIED being the operative word. Hahaha, all the other guys laughed at him. So, then my mum finally came and I had to say goodbye. =( Well, that was the end of yesterday. It was really fun because of all the laughing. The whole cast of the play was on high yesterday. It wasn't just the cast but also the coordinator. He asked the high-priestess to add "abuthen" to her line and we all burst out laughing. He made a joke out of everything until we were running late on our practice. I'm really looking forward to Friday's practice. It's supposed to be a full dress rehearsal so I get to wear my beautiful costume. I'm sure you guys will all be jealous when you hear what it is. It's..................a.................................bedsheet !!!!!! Chun leh! They said can be any color but PINK !! Dunno why? Pink nice colour what. Maybe on Friday I should protest. =P Imagine Jesus wearing pink and the high priestess in blue and the disciples in orange, the Jewish authorities in red, and the servant girls in pink and yellow stripes! Now that would be an interesting play!
So anyway, I'll sign off for now. Got to go eat over riped mango. Hehe. Bibi. Love y'all.
Tuesday, March 30
Helloooo... I just tried to prepare myself for NS just now, I bathed in my dad's office. Well, it actually isn't all that bad but the water isn't very clean, dunno why. It rained just now so I didn't get to go tennis, instead, I stayed in AP's house and i chatted with the people on her list. I managed to make Jeffrey Chew confused. =P He was asking whether I was me or AP and then he started to wonder if we were sisters. =S So I told him that we were sisters in our past lives so now we're very close and he was like "really?" Duh!! Obviously not!! He doesn't even know who his Seni teacher is. In fact, he nevr even knew Pn. Suzana existed. I thought she taught everyone in form 1 but I guess he's just blur.
I can't make my post too long today because have to go for the play which I didn't even agree to go. I doubt any cute guy will be there so I'll just have to get through about two and a half hours of boredom. I haven't even remembered my lines yet. Or line in this case. I don't even know where my script is but I'm sure it's somewhere in my house. Somewhere... It's got to be somewhere...... but where?? So anyway, I'll go eat my dinner now. I haven't eaten for 6 hours!! can you imagine that? I should be eating every hour. =P. By the way Yun, you asked me what would happen if I woke up burnong? Well, you've never seen a roasted pig wake up before have you? =P Nitey nite, or more like bon apetit for me. Hehe.
Monday, March 29
Hello, I got second in classs!!!!!!!! The last time I got that was in std 1 during the first term, or was it std 2?? Well, it was a long long time ago. Stupid yun, she got first but I'm happy for her. I've been laughing so much, my body is shivering. I just came back from dylan. I don't know what crazy disease came over us but yitheng, sonia and I started talking in really stupid really fake accents and that left sam staring at us as if we had gone mad. We did go mad actually. Haaha. I'm supposed to go home to cook rice now but I can't walk because it's raining. I'm too lazy to ask my dad to drive me there so I guess I'll just ask my sis to do it. Hehe, she'll probably forget to off the rice again. So anyway, I was hoping my dad would 'serenade' me on the piano but now he's doing some stuff with his books again. I want to on the music on the comp but I have so many windows open, I scared I might hang the comp. I'm on yun's blog, doc's blog and my own blog. I'm lucky to be a girl, can multitask. unfortunately dunno how to spell it. Lol.
Remember I told you I had to go to MVM for the stupid herb thing? I mananged to get some laughs while I was there. Well, there was this lady who wanted to take a pic of my mum after exchanging cards, Dunno for what? So weird. But that's not that funny is it? There was this Indian guy who was about 20-something 30 maybe and he was selling mee herba. My sis who is 20, went to see the stall because she was curious and she wanted free sample. (Typical M'sian) That Indian guy went up to her and said 'yes AUNTIE may I help you?' Hahahahahahahahahahahahah....... My sis was so pissed, she walked away. After that, I asked her why didn't she call him Ah Pek? Lol. He's older than my sis and he called her aunty!!!!!!! I am never going to let her live it down. Haha.
Oh well, I'm going to go to 'sleep' now. Btw, there's a cute website. Playmash It's quite fun. But I got all the things I didn't want so I'm going there for a rematch. haha. Nitey nite.
Sunday, March 28
Hello, it's Sunday so I'm naturally high. But today, when I went fo CC, I perposely took a seat next to what I assumed would be his seat because his things were all there. I sat down in between my two facilitators (not a good seat but well...) and then he came and sat beside me. After that, this guy came and said that he needed more people for the play and asked (or more like told) me if I wanted to be in it. He didn't bother waiting for my answer and just said yes for me. =( I don't mind being in the play and everything, it's really fun and I get to be a servant and everything. (the play is called 'The Passion') but did he have to ask me to move away from my beautiful seat? I went early and got the 'best' seat and I have to walk up three floors to the hall for the play without e certain someone. So bad.. Before we went up to the hall, we had our attendance taken. This is done seperately, group by group. "A certain someone" looked at me and then looked at my file and asked me to wear my nametag. He forgot my name!!!!!!!!! I laughed at him for forgetting my name because if I didn't laugh, I would have punched him in the face. Why does everyone forget my name? Is it really that difficult to remember? Well, at least he went 'ahh' in recognition when he saw my name. If he went "are you sure you're in the right group?" I would have punched him. Stupid ass. This isn't the first time anyone has forgotten my name. My taekwandoe master used to call me Priscilla every week until one day, he handed me my certifiacte and he was like "I've been calling your name wrongly for so long and you didn't even tell me?" Lol. Another time was mt BM tuition teacher who had this habit of calling me 'darling' I didn't mind it until one day I ofund out he probably called me that because he forgot my name! My tennis teacher forgot my name once and on another occasion called me "Rachel" instead. My overall coordinator for my CC called me Rachel once before too but I can't blame him because he never talked to me before. If I'm not mistaken, one of my school teachers called me Rachel before too. Argh, my mum should've just named me Rachel or Priscilla since I seem to 'look' like one. I'd rather people call me by my chinese name rather than get the whole name wrong. So annoying. Is my name that difficult to remember?
So anyway, change of topic before I kill the people who got my name wrong. My mum and sis are hightlighting their hair right now, outside my house. It's a new shop in Tropics. My sis' hairstyilist looks gay so I thought he was gay. He had two earrings on his ear and a lot of 'gay' stuff. But he's not gay because just as I was looking at his 'gay accesories' my mum started up a short conversation with the girl he was originally cutting hair for until my sis said she wanted to dye her hair. So my mum asked the girl if it was supposed to be her turn and the girl said it was alright. Then my mum asked if the girl was working there or was she a customer then the girl said she was his girlfriend so he is obviously not gay. I wonder what his gf sees in him though. =P
I have been in the office for about an hour and I'm already so bored. I should be at home finishing the hundred and one projects and homwork I've got. i've got crazy dylan's homework which is really enough to last me a month. She goes so fast, I have no idea how I keep up with her teaching. And then there's stupid Geography project which is not even relevant to Geography. I mean, who cares how many people go to school by what? I don't. An then there's English oral, I'm tempted to talk about terrorism again because it willbe easier to remeber since I've already done that topic but I have to find a picture about terrorism. My printer doesn't even have colour. Maybe I'll talk about myself and how high I am and then maybe I'll finally fail for English. I still can remember that time I cried in class because I got a B for English. I actually cried in front of everyone, when my teacher gave back my marks, I almost cried but when she asked what my marks were, I told her 72 and then I started crying. Luckily, my dear Meiling took me to the toilet to wash my face. She is such a sweet girl. She's changed alot since then but she's still nice. It's a pity we're not as close as we used to be before. I remember going to her house and doing our homework together and then after we finished, we would play or annoy her little brother who spent the past hour annoying us. Her youngest brother was so cute!! He's probably grown alot since then, I think he's about 5 or 6 years old by now. I haven't seen him for a long time, I bet he doesn't remember me any more. I miss std 6. It was a stressful year because of UPSR but this year is even more stressful isn't it. I'm glad I have Yun though and Wai cheen and Ai Ping and everyone else. I guess life's gotta change. Otherwise, it would be really really boring. I can't wait to grow up and work though. Studying is so not fun. I just had a talk with my mum yesterday and she feels that she doesn't have the $$ to let me study medicine. She told me if I wanted to do it, I would have to do it in govenment uni. She says even if I do it privately but locally, it would be very tight for her. The cost of living in India is cheaper but the fees aren't because it is a very good uni. If I do it in government uni, it means I have to do STPM and I'll probably fail it. Haih, the one thing that I feel so destined to do and there are so many 'halangans' The only thing I know is that I have to just study hard now and think about it when the time comes. If I don't study well enough, I won't even be able to go to uni if I had the $$. Hehe, but if I did have the $$, strings can be pulled.
Saturday, March 27
Hello, I know it has been quite some time since the last time I left a post but I was lazy. hehe. I dun really have much to write about anyway. Other than I've found out that I am my own worst enemy. I guess it just runs in my blood. I'm my worst enemy especially when it comes to sports. I found that out on Wednesday when I was playing (or at least, TRYING to play) volleyball. I tried to hit the stupid ball so many times until my hands became numb from the pain. Haha. I should sue!! But my "Lawyer" is about to be sued hersalf because she wants to me sue me for not oding her work for her. Huh? Nevermind. I was never much a sports kind of person anyway. Sleeping and eating is my thing!! Hehe, explains the weight.
I want to go watch fear factor today at 1 utama but my mym wants to go to Mid Valley because of some stupid herb exhibition. Ok fine, it's not stupid that's why I want to go as well but Fear Factor is definitely more interesting than herbs. I bet she doesn't even know which way is correct to pronounce 'herbs'. Is it with a silent 'H'?Actually, I don't know either but you can't blame me, I'm so young. (and stupid) I want to see people eat cockroaches and lizards and spiders or whatever not watch people eat herbs. Well, I shall quit whining because it's not like I have a choice. *Sigh*
Before I end my post of utter crap, I want to ask you guys to pray for me in your own way. Well, not for me but for my sis's friend who is in the ICU right now after a car accident. Four of them were in the car, two died and two more are in ICU. (one might be dead, dunno) At least one of them who died was on drugs. I don't know about the rest but there was a bottle of alcohol in the car. Don't know if they were drinking. Pray that they will be alright and for the ones who already passed away, pray that God will have mercy on their souls. And pray that their families will also be alright. I'm sure it's hard for them. So sad, two lives of two young people just got lost like that. I always feel sad when I hear about a death. Even if it's of someone I don't know or barely know. Just pray for them ok? Thanks.
Wednesday, March 24
Monday, March 22
Yun!! I do not know what the heck you did to my blog but I liked it better with side bar! Change it back please because I don't know how to do it myself, I think it has something to do with me being HTML-stupid. So anyway, I am in my dad's office again and I just came online to write in my blog
Yesterday was a bad day for me because I woke up with a headache. I thought that I was probably hungry so I went for breakfast and drank 100plus and I ended up with a stomache. As if it wasn't bad enough that I had to go to church with a headache and a stomache (and no Jason), this family came and sit in front of me during mass. One maid, three children and two mothers(or something). The younger two children were f****** noisy and were seeking attention from their mum (or aunt) and the elder (about 3/4 years old) kept singing or shouting or making some sort of noise. I felt like killing them but I was in church so... Anyway, my mum said that they should've been tied to the chairs and gagged. Haha, I like her suggestion better. In the middle of mass, their mother/aunt/maid took the three annoying kids out of the church and ahh.. peace at last. Although I did still had a headache, my mum took me to Tesco and bought Pringles!! My mum knows the best way to cure headaches!! In Tesco, I ate kaya balls which were half cooked and they burnt my tongue. After that, I was stupid enough to eat cookies which cut my tongue and this morning, I bit myself while trying to eat and drink and talk all at the same time. Well, that was my luck.
Yesterday, I asked my mum why 100plus helped with hydrating your bady and I think now, my mum has given up on explaining things to me. She was saying something about the glucose and the sodium and the water and then my ears went off for a while and when they switched on again, she was saying something about a lock and a key so I assumed she was done with explaining 100plus to me. When she paused for a while, I asked her if she had made the key for my dad or not and then she accused me of not listening. Hehe, she knows me so well. I only asked her about 100plus because I wanted her to shut up about Smile. I'm still trying to figure out what lock and key she was talking about though. This isn't the first time I let her talk without listening. I do it all the time in the car but she doesn't know(or doesn't care)
Went to Penang on Friday, we got lost a few times because we weren't familiar with mainland roads. We left S'gor at 2. When we reached the bridge, my mum's colleague said we should look for a U-turn on the right and my mum said it was on the left but I don't know why my mum kept on the right lane and when she saw the U-turn on the left, she said "Eh? Why on the right wan? Nevermind, let's be heroes" lol. When she said herpoes I wasn't sure if she meant the 'superman' kind or the kind that landed in the morgue. So anyway, we U-turned hot lost and then asked some guy on the road and then followed his instructions but got lost again until we finally saw Carrefour and then we headed for the hotel which was sadly not 5star (I'll get to that later) and then we checked in. After that, we decided to go to the island to eat but on our way there, it started to rain so I couldn't get to go "choongnam" (however u spell it) My mu tried to find YMCA but got lost so we called her friend and she asked us to go to pulau tikus market because it was sheltered. I guess when she said 'sheltered' she meant sheltered by the sky and clouds because it was not my definition of 'sheltered' So in the end we went to another Pulau Tikus coffee shop where I ate everything I could see. I ate mee suah tau, something which cannot be found in KL except in my grandma's kitchen, char kuay teow, which sucked because it had chilli, hokkien char and o-cean, the oyster egg thing. I of course drank the ever so lovely 'ampula sui pui' which I also don't know how to spell and also cannot be found in KL. Well, I may have got wet in the process but it was worth it.
On Saturday, I finally got my char kuay teow without chilli but it wasn't nice either. After that, my mum went 'rounding' the shops to look for shops and after that we went to Carrefour. In Carrefour, I found a new way to use an alcohol swab, to wipe your hands with it up and down and round and round. (don't ask) So anyway, i was appointed 'photographer' because I was the only one with no useful skills. I almost jammed the stupid camera. We or more like 'they' were so busy, they forgot to eat lunch! So after lunch time which I had no lunch, I sat down witha bottle of free Vitagen and listened to a talk about something to do with the GI track. Out of the pics I saw were dentures in someone's oesophagus (how the heck did it get there?) and the inside of a human's intestines and stomach and worm in the intestines. The worms were really cute in a weird sort of way. The dentures were the most interesting. After the talk, we went to Ipoh for Nga Choy Kai. I drank something which I thought was Chrysantemum (even after I drank it) until my mum told me it wasn't. I have no idea what it was but it was nice and I'm not dead so it couldn't have been poison. Well, I think I'm, not dead. I wasn't dead the last time I checked but it was quite a while ago. Came home Saturday night and wanted to order pizza but lost the number so went out to SS2 to eat char kuay teow instead. Capalang.
I'm glad I'm finally back home. Can sleep in my nice hard bed with my flat pillows and my blanket which I have never washed before. I got 82 for GEOGRAPHY!!!! GEOGRAPHY SUX!! BUT IT'S GEOGRAPHY!!!! So anyway, while I am busy being high, I hope you guys enjoy my blog! "Goodnight"
Thursday, March 18
Just came back from 1u. When twinkle-supporting with yun. I will not support twinkles2 anymore. I will go broke and the owner will be rich! No fair. I decided, instead, to support something that will make me rich as well... like toto haha, jks. Do you know that if you bet rm50 in toto
for some stupid charity draw, you'll stand the chance to win a porsche boxter!! I want porsche!! The car
is so hot but not as chun as Ferrari Enzo. I'm sure Ferrari is much more expensive! So anyway, nohing much about today other than Ken-chan is shorter than me!! Haha... ok, I'm so bad but sorry yun.
I know my colour sense is horrible but I feel pink today. Don't ask. Yesterday i went
for duty again and the useless first-aider almost needed first-aid attention! You know who was that
useless first-aider? ME!! I fell sick, almost threw up after lunch. So my dad had to pick me up from Jaya supermarket. So embarrassing. The weirdest part was when Hani and Nathalie asked me about first-aid. Hello!! I am as bad as you, the only reason I could explain the entire first-aid kit was because I was so bored on Monday that I dug everything and read as many labels as I could. So anyway, now Pn Shan probably thinks I'm good at first-aid which I'm not because I was 'sleeping' in the middle of duty and when this guy came up to me and called me saying that he had a minor cut on his toe I replied "huh?" and then turned to Hani and said "go call Yew Keong". They must've thought that I was an idiot. One tiny little cut which didn't really need much other than a plaster also dunno what to do. Lol. So anyway, I didn't need anything other than sleep to cure my nausea yestreday. I felt so much better afterward till I ate 2 ppl's dinner. Yum!
I am addicted not only to blogging but also to reading strangers' blogs! It can be really fun you know. Even if I have no clue who or what they're talking about most of the time. Some people are just blessed with the gift of humour. Some of the blogs I went to were pretty much boring stuff about what they did but others were just so funny! I couldn't stop laughing and I still can't stop! If only I had that kind of gift. I watched American Idol yesterday. Uncut, uncensored and untalented! William Hung did a performance along with a few other contestants who didn't make it through the first round. William Hung is one person who has that gift. Not because he can't sing but because he can't sing, he knows it, and he uses that to make people happy. When people laugh at his singing, they aren't laught AT him but With him. He is so positive in everything. I wish I could be just as positive as him. So cool.
If any of you know the meaning of random, I have one person who is random. Very random, I call this person, mum. The other day we were talking about cars and she suddenly changed the topic. Yesterday, when I told her I found a new way to spell 'cool' she said "kool?" and i replied 'k-e-w-l" and you know what she said next? T-e-w-l is transepidermal water loss. Huh? I gave her the most blank look I have ever given to anyone. How is transepdermal water loss have anything to do with 'cool'? Well, whatever I say, She's my mum and I'm her daughter meaning I must have some of her genes so I can't be very much different from her. My mum is kewl but she can be quite weird sometimes. Thankfully for me, she is un-weird most of the time. she's kewl most of the time. I love her!! I'm going Penang tomorrow so I probably won't post anything. I'll try to come online again to blog my blog and other peoples' blogs on Saturday. I won't be going to confirmation class this Sunday again. =( So sad. Bah, whatever.
Tuesday, March 16
Hello, sorry for my short entry yesterday. Today Jeanne said the name for my blog is stupid so I'm crying now...NOT, actually, I just wanted to explain the meaning of 'unalive not dead'. It means it has no meaning, just like me and everything I say. Now do you get it? The meaning is meaningless.
Let me tell you a little bit about my day yesterday. I went to school at 730 and waited until 745 before we left for Astaka Squash Courts. The MSSM squash was on. No cute guys at ALL. So anyway, I supported Penang all the way, dunno why. I tried to count the score but I did not suceed. It was extremely boring, like I said, I almost fell asleep a few times. And I actually did fall asleep once when there were other first-aiders around. Most of the time, I was alone with the rest of the players or supporters so I couldn't sleep just in case something happened. Nothing happened anyway. I am sure I said they all tried to make me deaf. Evil!! I think I'm half deaf right now because I noticed that I tend to shout when I talk on the phone. Well, it's a good thing that I went to learn sign language isn't it. So anyway back to the game, we went home at 630 eventhough we were supposed to at 600. At 630, we followed Cik whatever-her-name-was-again and she got lost! I can't believe that she got lost from Astaka. Even I knew how to go home. When she tooka different road, I thought she knew what she was doing so I didn't say anything but she went all the way to SS2 and then made a U-turn all the way back to rothmans roundabout. As if that wasn't bad enough, she reached outside DSH on Jalan Damnsaa and instead of turning left into out school, she turned right into TTDI! Her driving sucked and there were 6 of us in the car. I can't believe that I've finally found someone with a sense of direction worse than Yun's. =P Well, I'm glad that we did arrived home safely after that and to make up for all that, I got a choco-top mctwist sundae from McDs. Heheh, I tricked my mum into buying it.
My day today was quite boring. I went to sleep last night at 830 and I woke up at 1030 this morning. Had a wonderful sleep. I went to tuition today and Ken-chan is so damn short. He is kind of cute I guess in his own way but he is short. When Yun said short I didn't expect him to be this short. He's lucky he's a guy, he'll grow. He probably hasn't matured yet. Physically and mentally considering he plays RO. Well, he's not alone, guys never mature. Hehe. I was supposed to have tennis but Coach changed the time and I have no transport home so I couldn't go. So sad. =(
The rest of my life is mainly a bore so I have nothing much to write. I am so glad that I don't have to study for the rest of the week. Can finally enjoy for a while. Oh, I woke up this morning thinking of Ferrari Enzo. I am still wondering how to get it into my blog.
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Monday, March 15
Today has been pretty boring. I went to the astaka squash courts today for my first aid duty. It was so boring, I almost fell asleep. It was nicer than my Batu caves duty in some ways. This one had chairs and air cond! It was perfect for sleeping until melaka played against somewhere. The entire crowd were cheering and they were all on "operation=make the first-aid girl deaf" They clapped, they cheered, they screamed and used every other way to create noise pollution. Some even hit their chairs. They were all worse than monkeys that just came out form the jungle. Unfortunately, I have to go back there on Wednesday because my big mouth asked for two days. Oh well, when I go back to school and I ignore you when you say Hi, you know why. Because I'm deaf. Well, I can't write anymore, my dad is chasing me home. he had a little 'disagreement' with the otak-otak he had. Bye dear. Love you!
Sunday, March 14
So sad I didn't have confirmation class today. Didn't get to say that 'gay' guy. If you are interested, being gay is against my religion so he can't be gay. I have been doing nothing but surfing the net the whole day. I was mostly at the same site reading funny and nonsensical posts as well as looking at really nice pictures. I found this page where the creater of the blog posted some of his drawings and they were quite nice. I think afi's is nicer but his were really good too. How i wish I could just draw like that. I was never very good at drawing.
I am so happy that my exams are over because for the past few weeks, I have been feeling so guilty when I come online. Now I can come with the sense of freedom. I slept at two or three last night just writing my story. If I had internet connection at home then it would be damn chun! I wouldn't have to sleep all night. If I had enough inspiration last night, I wouldn't have slept but when I start to get tired then I usually can't write so well. I didn't even hear my alarm clock this morning but hey, what's new. =P So anyway, I don't really want to go back to school mainly because I don't want my marks back. It is always the worst part of exams.
One of my friends promised to send me an ice cream through the internet yesterday but somehow it never arrived. And now, my mum is happily enjoying an ice cream. She didn't but one for me!! I am such a food freak. Well, it's better than being a car freak isn't it? To some of you anyway. I have nothing else to write so see you!
I came across this picture while I was surfing the net. I like it, the tiger is so cuuttteee so I decided to steal yet snother thing from that site. hehe. I am such a theif. I think it's from the India zoo
Came across this on the net today, so sad. I just stole it from the page. hehe. Just wanted to share it with you.
Dear Mommy,
I am in Heaven now, sitting on Jesus' lap. He loves me and cries with me; for my heart has been broken. I so wanted to be your little girl. I don't quite understand what has happened. I was so excited when I began realizing my existance. I was in a dark, yet comfortable place. I saw I had fingers and toes. I was pretty far along in my developing, yet not near ready to leave my surroundings. I spent most of my time thinking or sleeping.
Even from my earliest days, I felt a special bonding between you and me. Sometimes I heard you crying and I cried with you. Sometimes you would yell or scream, then cry. I heard Daddy yelling back. I was sad, and hoped you would be better soon. I wondered why you cried so much. One day you cried almost all of the day. I hurt for you. I couldn't imagine why you were so unhappy.
That same day, the most horrible thing happened. A very mean monster came into that warm, comfortable place I was in. I was so scared, I began screaming, but you never once tried to help me. Maybe you never heard me. The monster got closer and closer as I was screaming and screaming, "Mommy, Mommy, help me please; Mommy, help me." Complete terror is all I felt. I screamed and screamed until I thought I couldn't anymore. Then the monster started ripping my arms off. It hurt so bad; the pain I can never explain. It didn't stop.
Oh, how I begged it to stop. I screamed in horror as it ripped my leg off. Though I was in such complete pain, I was dying. I knew I would never see your face or hear you say how much you love me. I wanted to make all your tears go away. I had so many plans to make you happy. Now I couldn't; all my dreams were shattered. Though I was in utter pain and horror, I felt the pain of my heart breaking, above all. I wanted more than anything to be your daughter. No use now, for I was dying a painful death. I could only imagine the terrible things that they had done to you. I wanted to tell you that I love you before I was gone, but I didn't know the words you could understand. And soon, I no longer had the breath to say them; I was dead.
I felt myself rising. I was being carried by a huge angel into a big beautiful place. I was still crying, but the physical pain was gone. The angel took me to Jesus and set me on His lap. He said He loved me, and He was my Father. Then I was happy. I asked Him what the thing was that killed me. He answered, "Abortion. I am sorry, my child; for I know how it feels." I don't know what abortion is; I guess that's the name of the monster.
I'm writing to say that I love you and to tell you how much I wanted to be your little girl. I tried very hard to live. I wanted to live. I had the will, but I couldn't; the monster was too powerful. It sucked my arms and legs off and finally got all of me. It was impossible to live. I just wanted you to know I tried to stay with you. I didn't want to die. Also, Mommy, please watch out for that abortion monster.
Mommy, I love you and I would hate for you to! go through the kind of pain I did. Please be careful.
Love,
Your Baby Girl
Saturday, March 13
If you are truly my friends, you should know that I've always wanted to be a doctor so I have one special article that i would like to share with you. It's a health or should I say "health" article.
Q: I've heard that cardiovascular exercise can prolong life. Is this true?
A: Your heart is only good for so many beats, and that's it...don't waste them on exercise. Everything wears out eventually. Speeding up your heart will not make you live longer; that's like saying you can extend the life of your car by driving it faster.Want to live longer? Take a nap.
Q: Should I cut down on meat and eat more fruits and vegetables?
A: You must grasp logistical efficiencies. What does a cow eat? Hay and corn. And what are these? Vegetables. So a steak is nothing more than an efficient mechanism of delivering vegetables to your system. Need grain? Eat chicken. Beef is also a good source of field grass (green leafy vegetable). And a pork chop can give you 100% of your recommended daily allowance of vegetable products.
Q: How can I calculate my body/fat ratio?
A: Well, if you have a body, and you have body fat, your ratio is one to one. If you have two bodies, your ratio is two to one, etc.
Q: What are some of the advantages of participating in a regular exercise program?
A: Can't think of a single one, sorry. My philosophy is: No Pain...Good.
Q: Aren't fried foods bad for you?
A: You're not listening. Foods are fried these days in vegetable oil. In fact, they're permeated in it. How could getting more vegetables be bad for you?
Q: Will sit-ups help prevent me from getting a little soft around the middle?
A: Definitely not! When you exercise a muscle, it gets bigger. You should only be doing sit-ups if you want a bigger stomach.
Q: Is chocolate bad for me?
A: Are you crazy? HELLO ...... Cocoa beans ... another vegetable!!! It's the best feel good food around!
Q: Is swimming good for your figure?
A: If swimming is good for your figure, explain whales to me.
Q: Is getting in-shape important for my lifestyle?
A: Hey! 'Round' is a shape!
Well, I hope this has cleared up any misconceptions you may have had about food and diets. Now go have a biscuit...flour is a veggie!
Saturday!! Bored!! but fun. I am in the office but there is no one to talk to . Well, actually, ther is. My dad but I don't want to talk to him, His IQ too low..=P Don't tell him I said that. I don't like to talk to him, So boring and so annoying. I know I don't get along with him very well but I don't have a choice, he's my dad. So sad case lar.
Friday, March 12
Give me a B give me an O give me a R give an E give me D and what does it spell?? BORED!!!!!!!! This is my third or fourth post today and I do not have aything to write about. I have visited other blogs and I noticed that many of them post their blogs by example:
Yun: Wheres your blain??
Me: In a jar next to my bed lor...duh!
Yun: Why you everyday forget to bring wan??
Me: What to do? No brain to remember mah...
Yun: haiiiiiihhhhhhh
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well, I'm sure you get what I mean. It tells about the day in a dialog form instead of of the way I write it. In the form of a story. I did want to do that but I have no memory of what happened today. Not in exact words anyway. I came across this blog which is so funny. Eventhough I had no idea who it was and I had no idea what it was about, I was laughing as I read the posts. It contained a lot of rubbish but also very funny. As I was reading it my dad said "why u laugh so much wan??" lol. It was really cute. It was also linked to another site where there were the most beautiful poems. On almost every page, there would be a different song. I almost cried as I read the poems. (I do that often) I got one of the poems on my blog from there. It also had forums and polls. Quite nice. I am hoping to make my blog like that. His blog (or maybe her) wasn't at blogspot though so I'm not sure if it will be possible to make mine anything like his/hers. I do hope I'll learn more html coding to make my blog more interesting. Give me comments on my blog as well as tepis for html. Thanks guysss!!
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