I'm looking for someone who will care,
With whom my problems I can share,
I'm looking for someone who understands,
with whom we can be true friends,
I complain that I'm not loved enough,
I complain that life is too tough,
I wish all day for someone special,
I wish I was another girl,
I'm stuck in my own fantasy world,
my problems are too many to handle,
I feel that nobody unerstands me,
but I yearn not to be lonely
You think you know me so darn well,
but the most important thing you forgot to tell,
as I human being I want to be respected,
and wanting acknowledgement can be expected
I want you to respect me privacy,
for reasons you can't seem to see,
you're childish, immature and self centered,
to you your ego is all that mattered
You poke your nose where it isn't wanted,
to get your way, me you manipulated,
I was weak, stupid and naive,
desperately hoping you oculd take away my grief.
Only yesterday, I was more than ready to slap you if you brought up that topic but today, I went to church and came back and realised that I'm not perfect either. SO I'm ready to forgive you, you don't even have to say sorry because frankly, I don't care. I just hope you know that you have hurt me by intruding my privacy so and never again will I ever tell you anything that truly matters. I'm sorry for you and I certainly hope you will never ever hurt anyone the way you have to me. You know who you are.
Hello... Yunyun complain that it has been a long time since I blogged so I decided to ignore all my accounts homework and come online. It has been a long time since I blogged actually. Nothing much has happened. My results have been ok although some have been quite depressing like Bio and English for example. Others have been very surprising like Physics. Expected to fail it to be honest. But who cares about exams? It's over and that's all that matters. My brain isn't working right so I'm sorry if what I type doesn't make sense. I'm really sleepy and I haven't slept before one for a week. I slept at three since last Thursday until Saturday and two on Sat and Monday nights. Tuesday about one thirty I think and yesterday night, I slept at one. Why? Because W called me last night. I was quite angry at him when I saw him on Saturday. I refused to talk to him. The only thing I said to him was "you first day know me ar?" when he said I looked mad. And throughout the meeting I was really quiet because his presence annoyed me. I think I only said "Do you really need to be told that W is stupid?" to SY. Then that evening he called me and asked me if I was mad at him and I said no and then Yun scolded me for saying no when I was actually mad at him. The next day I Smsed him asking him is he wanted his present which I had gotten for him. The Sms was quite an angry one. He then called ma at 2 and wel, we talked. He asked me to understand that he really was busy and raelly wanted to take the present but couldn't and blah blah. Then I said ok. Then MOnday night he called again. Then Tuesday night he called again. Then yesterday night he called again. =) I'm feeling much better now that I've talked to him. But right now he's merajuking becaue I don't want to tell him who I like. Like little girl only.
