Here are the pictures... Cow fish, cow fish and Enzo. You will never guess whree I got the Enzo from.
Above is Cowfish, can't remember where I got the pic. My cowfish has already died. =(
Another Cowfish. I told yo it has horns.
This is a Ferrari Enzo. It's
Dr Liew and his Enzo. Haha. Actually, I got this picture from
Kimi's official site. Yes, as in Kimi Raikkonen, driver for F1 McLaren team. What a Ferrari was doing there, I have no idea. Pembelot. Haha.
Me blogged @ | 3:05 pm
I don't really feel like blogging because I'm not exactly in my best of moods but I've not bee posting for very long. I've played the mystery of time and space and it was quite fun.
I'm in a point of my life right now that when I pray, I wonder if God is listening to me and helping me or is he just looking at me and laughing at my suffering. I'm just so lost. I wanted to email him and talk to him but I'm not sure if I should because we really aren't that close. In that God bit, he can probably counsel me quite well but is he close enough? I feel so lost because of all my problems, this is one of the problems that I don't have friends to help me. Yun isn't going to understand what I'm going through because of the difference in religion and I don't have anyone close to me of the same religion. I'm not that close to the people in my church so I really am so lost. I'm supposed to trust God that He will find me in this point of my life but how is He supposed to find me if I don't let Him? I believe that there is a God and He is up there. I know I love him. But when I pray, I wonder if He's listening. If he loves me? I would really like to believe that he does. I keep telling myself that He does but yet I'm not sure if I believe myself. It's not just a matter of whether He's listening to me or not, its also because everytime I pray, I feel so ashamed of myself and I just don't know what to do. I feel as if I'm not whorthy of His blessings. That I don't deserve to live because though I love Him in many ways, I have committed sins and then I repent and then I commit them again. I just hate myself... I shouldn't have posted this.. but I did so well, here goes...
Me blogged @ | 4:33 pm
Lalalalalalala..... I got back al my marks already, i am NOT HAPPY with my marks expecially Geo and Sej... Geo!! Whatever happened to study hard study smart... right? Anyway, Nothing much has changed since I last blogged. The premier of The Terminal that I watched was in aid of... erm... The heart foundation I think... in conjuction with International heart Day or whatever. Something like that.
Today in school I didn't study despite having more than ample time to, instead I chat, I sang and I listened to music. Yunyun abandoned me today... she left me all alone in school. I actually didn't want to go to school either but I did. Out of the responsibility in my heart, I did.
My SJ farewell party is on the Saturday right after PMR. In 'yun's house' haha. (yun, I'm stil making sandwiches with you right?) I can get to be the 'bad' person that I am inside on that day. I can do stuff I never got the chance to do before because I am DO! Hahahahahahahahah... When did I become so evil??? I really hope the party will be a sucess. We don't actually have much time to plan it because we have to study for our PMR and all. Sigh, I guess it's worse for the celebrated people because they have SPM and it wouldn't be over until Nov.
I don't have much to blog about although it has been a week since my previous post. Hmm... Right! I have a new fish. Well, it was new but now it's about a week old. It's called a cow fish. If I can find pictures of it on the net I'll post it up. It's really cute. Its horns will come out of the water when my dad puts his finger near the water because he is familiar with my dad and my dad always gived it food however, if a stranger like me puts his/her hand near the water it will 'run' away. It's really cute. It's yellow in colour, with horns, long tail and a flat bottom part of the body. I'll try to find the pics. Byebye...
Me blogged @ | 8:00 pm
argh..... I miss my blog! I miss my computer!! I'm so glad I got it back... For more than a week I didn't get it. Trials were really really really bad!! I don't want to talk about it. On Thursday night I got one and a half hours of sleep and last night I got 14 hours of sleep. Lol. I slept at around two because I was writing my story but I got really tired and decided to sleep and I slept until 4 I think. Yup, 4 p.m. Haha. I went to watch the premier of 'The Terminal' last night. It was ok but nothing special. It has a more or less happy ending. Sigh... I was kind of hoping someone would die or something but no one did. Haha.
I don't really have much to write and my fingers are frozen so I seem to be making a lot of mistakes so I'll just leave my post short here. Byebye.
Me blogged @ | 7:41 pm
