Can I ask how to change font color??? Anyway, I have sj duty afterwards... I think it's going to be boring. Anyway, remmeber last time I had squash duty? Yes, the one where there wasn't a cute player cos Aaron R isn't in Msia. Well, because I went for that duty I think it is considered that I went for squash tournament... I think so! I hope so! It's national level so if it is considered as I went for tournament, lucky me! I know my leaving school cert is going to have too few sports because I don't even join anything except tennis which I sux at. SO at least now I have squash... Lol, I can see it now. Imagine when I go for an interview for uni... and then I will be asked "so how's your squash? Must be good since you went for national" And I shall reply " I dunno, there weren't any cute guys" =P Hehe, man I am never going to get a place in the uni. If you were wondering, my life does not revolve around the not cute guys in the world...
I went for CF yesterday and it was about BGR and we were told that we're still too young for stuff like that so I made a promise to God that I will remain single for the next three years. Although I still don't know what I'm going to do in those three years yet. Actually, the one thing that got successfully drilled into my thick skull in church camp was that I am too young for BGR. So well, no more W, no more J and no more smile. It will be just me and God and my friends... My cousin is ignoring me again.
I sent him an icq msg asking him if he was free and he doesn't even reply. Can't he reply a simple no? My sis says he's probably doing assignment online. Shouldn't he be in the hospital or something? Sigh, I wish I could go see him. Not because I miss him but because I want to go to NZ. Jasmine is there, Aaron is there, Peng is there, and of course, my cousin is there. even my long lost friend Jasryn is there. I wonder what happened to her? I lost contact with her when I was around Std 4 or maybe even three. We used to email each other (yes I had email in std 3) and then she changed her email add a few times and then we emailed only once or twice and then we just lost contact. I never emailed her and she never emailed me. I think it was also because three was a period of time when my hotmail was left unused and then became an inactive account so I guess she couldn't email me and then all my contacts were gone so I couldn't email her. I don't remember her email. I used to send her snail mail too but I lost that address too. Sigh, she isn't the only friend I've lost contact with. I still can remember Alicia, she went to Australia. The last time I saw her was in Std 5 or 6 when she came back for a holiday. She never left any address or email or anything. Sigh. And also Hannah, she didn't even leave the country, in fact she's just a few km away but she changed school in Std 6 and ever since then, I never saw her again. We did initially call each other but the phone calls got less and less and finally nothing. She didn't ahve email then regardless or how much I bugged her to get one. She was a really close friend. In fact, all of the people I lost contact with used to be really good friends. The kind of friends which we used to share all out secrets with. The ones that witnessed us cry before and be silly in front of each other. Play together, all our embarrassing moments shared together. Our ups and downs. That is what true friends are like. Well, I still have true friends now, one of them is probably reading this post, knows my password and can hack into my account as and when she likes because I trust her. The other probably getting installed into interact as I write this post. The other watching my other friend get installed. =) Sigh, I love friends and I don't want to imagine what life would be like without these lovely people I've been blessed with. I love them. All of them. =)... I think I just revealed the one side of me that rarely if ever comes out on my blog. Hehe, the sweet side of me perhaps? Oh dear, what would this do to my reputation?? Hehe... Love ya, you know who you guys are.