Sigh, just came back from camp... I already miss camp. =( Camp was so FUN!!!! I loved it. I loved the people mostly because the food wasn't nice, most of the sessions were boring, except the ones on sex and sexuality. Hehe, no demonstration. That was the first thing the speaker said when he came in. And there was a rather disappointed sigh. Haha. So anyway...

First day of camp
Arrived at church at about 8 and we were all standing around as the facilitators tried in vain to get us in order. I went there and stood with my group, J included. Cant remember what he was wearing because my brain was still fast asleep in the jar. So after that they finlly got us in order and we went into the bus. I was in a different bus because my group had to be split up. I was originally supposed to be in the bus that he was in but one of the girls exchanged with me so.. =( Anyway, the convent(IJ) wasn't very far away. It was up a hill, nice view but there was a swampy thing so there was a lot of mosquitoes at night. So, when we arrived at IJ we all gathered at the canteen and then the guys went sop their dorms and the girls to our dorms. The girls' dorms were quite nice. It was one person to a cubicle, each cubicle had one bed, one mosquito net, one table, one cupboard and one chair. Quite a lot of privacy compared to the guys'. We had a curtain as a door. If I get pictures, I'll post them up. So after we put all our stuff, we had beakfast of really spicy mee hoon. Later, we went to the hall for our first session which was introducing the theme "knowing me knowing u" Worse than boring. I sat in silence day dreaming all the way. The next part of the session was "Nature walk" We were all aske dto go to the field and take as much time as we wanted to think about ourselves. Then we were to take something from the field, be it a rock, a flower or whatever, and say why we chose it and how it relates to out lives. I wanted to take a touch-me-not but as the whole world knows, it has thorns. So I told J that I wanted something with thorns so is it ok if I just tell people what it was rather than take it and show. He asked me to take him to the pokok semalu and he plucked it out for me. And obviously his finger got pricked with thorns.
After that, we had tea break but I didn't eat. And then we had out next session about our five sense or something. So the made us touch something inside a black bag and guess what it was. After that, they took two male facilitators and had seven people touch them and say who it was. J was one of those unlucky facilitators. Hmm... lets see, he got slapped by Melvin (not very hard but lol) there was a girl who touched his hands and went lower, and lower and he so smart, put his hands over his crotch so well... the whole hall burst out laughing. There was another guy who purposely messed up his hair, his beautiful spiky hair which I found out took him only 30 seconds to do. And one guy from my group felt his rings and stuff so he guessed correctly. During all that touching, I ate a piece of banana layer cake. And then we went to have luch. We had rice, curry and some weird vege. YUCK!!
So we then went for yet another session on peer pressure and self esteem. We sat in circles with out group, J was sitting two places away from me. It was extremely boring, I doubt anyone in the hall was listening. Even J was bored. We were chatting and stuff. That was when I took his finger wanting to see his ring. Or should I say pretending to want to see his ring. =P So I asked if the ring was one whole ring or three seperate rings and he took one out for me. It was just a plain ring, black colour, somewhat like a rubberband anly not so cheapskate quality. So I played witht he ring, wore it took it out and wore it again and then finally gave it back to him. Then he started playing with his rings and he took out a gold(en) one. I asked to see it and then I wore it and then, smart little me dropped it. Really embarrassing. Thankfully, someone found it back at his feet. I didn't dare ask for his hundred and one accessories after that. For the next hour or more, we were still severely bored. He leaned over a chair which he had pulled to the center of the circle. He was kind of rocking the chair and the stuff on it. And the he just leaned over, lower and lower trying to reach something and then he reached it. You know what he pulled? My dirty, filthy shoelace. (Which, may I add, I'm never going to wash, now that he's touched it. =P)Yes, I know. It sounds silly to go around pulling peoples' shoelace but we were all bored. I can't blame him.
So anyway, we had games after that. They made us all stand in this square and we weren't allowed to go out of it. They stuck a piece of paper on our backs which had our group names on it. "Mark, Matthew, Luke and John" I think I was in John so anyway, We were supposed to find our groups and come out of the square in 10 seconds. Obviously, no one managed to get out of the sqaure and we were covered in flour and water. Stupid J was one of the people who threw flour and water everywhere. I don't know why is it that everyone I like this year just has to wet me. After that game wa another game where we were to find a bean in each pail. One pail had ice in it, the next one had hot water, the next one had oil (or something)and the lat one had flour. So you can guess what happened to out hands after that. The next and last game for the day was we first had to wear diapers and then a pair of slippers which made us walk like three legged race and then wear a scarf and lastly, eat a banana. With our hands filthy with fluor stuff. That was disgusting! But I didn't taste any flour. Thankfully. So after that, one of the girls, D, was about to walk up the stairs when someone accidentally pushed her and she fell and then a guy tripped over her, fell on her and then ran away. How gentlemanly. Reminds me of Mr. Hyde. Sos he curled up on the grass crying and no one cared, they just continued to walk past, over and around her. I, being the good little angel and all, knelt down beside her. I didn't even know what happened, I just saw her crying there. I only found out the story afterward. So another facilitator came and helped her but in the end, I had to bring her up. I didn't ind. Her cubicle thing was next to mine. She was quite grateful after that. The best present I can ever have is a 'thank you' straight from the heart. So I took a shower in a shower cubicle of 2'6"x2' How big.... At least it ahd four hooks and a small tray(1'x6") to put out shampoo and stuff. And it had a curtain so we didn't have to bathe and give a free show.
Dinner was again, rice, curry and vege as the rest of the meals were. We had bananas instead of watermelon. after dinner, we had our last session for the day. It was by Shaun so it wasn't that boring. I found out that he was 22 and not 40. We played some game, I don't know what it's called. But the session was about communcation. After that, everyone else had their night cap where as I, went to sleep. With my sis' pilow. Hehe. (I stole the pillow) I wanted to sleep before all the light went off. I had a horrible sleep, woke up three times because of the mosquitoes.

Second Day
My diary entry on this day of camp:

Had a worse than horrible sleep. Was a food bowl for mosquitoes. I could barely sleep, waking up at 11, 12 and 3. It's a little past 7 right now. I alreayd took a nice cold shower on this very cold morning. Unfortunately, the water sin't as cold as the water back home so it didn't have any wakng effect on me. I am not looking forward to breakfast as I don't look forward to any meals at camp. The mosquito netting which was hanging over my scared me. It looked kind of ghostly. I heard that today's sessions were going to make me cry, I don't cry. I'm feeling really sleepy... Had about 6 hourse of sleep. Accumalated. There is only one thing which I'm lookng forward to today, don't need to be a neurosurgeon to guess who that is. I fell asleep with the thought of the character in my story and I woke up with him stuck in my head.
We had Nasi lemak for breakfast that day. The egg was covered in sambal. Anyway, we then had a session about biy-girl relationship by a couple, Mervin and Lydia. Mervin was kind of cute. Lol. He showed us pictures of himself when he was4, 10 and 15 and I can't say the same thing about him. Yeah, well. His married, so I don't know why I even looked. Even if he wasn't married, he is way too old. So the session was quite fun. It was so fun laughter croke out every few minutes. Quite a change from yesterday where there were practically snores around. So, he was a very very good speaker. He was relly fun and everything. Someone called him uncle and he went "UNCLE??!!" Lol. I think he's about 30. So as we started getting restless he said we could go for a short break. Then we continued our session on Sexuality and he said that someof us needed to go to the toilet to check. Lol. He was really fun and funny, so fun that I don't know how to write in this blog. You really have to see him and listen to him to find out. after that was lunch and then more sessions which were Q and A. I found out that if my husband has an affair, I can divorce him but well, forst step is to go get a husband. Anyway, we later had indoor games. Some stupid bridge thing and a dress up thing. We then had out payback at the facilitators. They were forced to eat petai, century egg, onion and drink somthing really gross. It was a mixture of Malta, Ginger Ale, Tonic and something. And if the didn't do all that, they would get their face covered with whipped cream! Shaun did it in the longest time so right after he finished the drink, he ran for his life, fell and ran again. everyone was laughing. J had to eat it and boy, did he stink after that. He was bullied by my other faci. Haha. Then we had a game of football. I forced a few girls to play with me so that I wouldn't be the only girl. The winner team played against the facilitators and my team won! So I played agaisnt J's team. !!!!! So anyway, it was a fun game. As a girl, I had special status because none of the guys dared to hit or even go near a girl. Lol. Well, nothing much happened after that I think. Slept, smart enough to use the mosquito net that time.
How could I forget? We had the 'crying session' after that. Yes, I cried. I was pissed and so I cried. Then as I wrote a letter to my parents, J passed by with a box of tissues because that was what the facilitators were supposed to do. I called him over with my hand for the tissue. He walked over with a half amused smile on his face. As if me crying was really that funny. It was embarrassing. I never dreamt of crying in front of my crush before. And he smiled!! So unsympathetic. Anyway, after I was done witht he letter I went back inside and sat down. My expression was as if nothing ever happened and I was dead bored. He came by because my other friend was still crying and gave her tissue. Then he offered some to me and said "Take lar, it's free" And my reply was that many trees were killed to make that box of tissue paper. I took one and now it is folded in my book. Lol. Yes, I'm mad but hey, I'll never look at tissue the same waye ver again. So we gave him the nickname "tissue paper boy" Lol. That's about it.

The Last Day
We had one session in the morning, and theno ur parents came, celebrated mass and then had lunch of guess what? Rice, curry and vege and pampadam. Then went home bought McDs for my sis and the ate durians!!! Lol. That's about it.